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I feed her to the beast and the beast is me / Jamison Shea.

Shea, Jamison, (author.).

Summary:

"Laure Mesny is a perfectionist with an ax to grind. Despite being constantly overlooked in the elite and cutthroat world of the Parisian ballet, she will do anything to prove that a Black girl can take center stage. To level the playing field, Laure ventures deep into the depths of the Catacombs and strikes a deal with a pulsating river of blood. The primordial power Laure gains promises influence and adoration, everything she's dreamed of and worked toward. With retribution on her mind, she surpasses her bitter and privileged peers, leaving broken bodies behind her on her climb to stardom. But even as undeniable as she is, Laure is not the only monster around. And her vicious desires make her a perfect target for slaughter. As she descends into madness and the mystifying underworld beneath her, she is faced with the ultimate choice: continue to break herself for scraps of validation or succumb to the darkness that wants her exactly as she is--monstrous heart and all. That is, if the god-killer doesn't catch her first"-- Provided by publisher.

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Cookstown Branch YA Shea 31681010337376 YADULT Available -

  • Baker & Taylor
    In a ruthless quest to prove herself in the Paris ballet world, Laure Mesny strikes a dark bargain with a pulsating river of blood in the Parisian Catacombs, but as her ambition turns monstrous, she must choose between reclaiming her humanity or embracing the darkness that feeds on it.
  • Baker & Taylor
    Striking a deal with the river of blood to take center stage in the Parisian ballet, Black dancer Laure gains everything she’s dreamed of and worked toward until she discovers, despite her vicious desires, she isn’t the only monster around. 150,000 first printing. Simultaneous eBook.
  • McMillan Palgrave

    There will be blood.

    Ace of Spades
    meets House of Hollow in this villain origin story.

    Laure Mesny is a perfectionist with an axe to grind. Despite being constantly overlooked in the elite and cutthroat world of the Parisian ballet, she will do anything to prove that a Black girl can take center stage. To level the playing field, Laure ventures deep into the depths of the Catacombs and strikes a deal with a pulsating river of blood.

    The primordial power Laure gains promises influence and adoration, everything she’s dreamed of and worked toward. With retribution on her mind, she surpasses her bitter and privileged peers, leaving broken bodies behind her on her climb to stardom.

    But even as undeniable as she is, Laure is not the only monster around. And her vicious desires make her a perfect target for slaughter. As she descends into madness and the mystifying underworld beneath her, she is faced with the ultimate choice: continue to break herself for scraps of validation or succumb to the darkness that wants her exactly as she is—monstrous heart and all. That is, if the god-killer doesn’t catch her first.

    From debut author Jamison Shea comes I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me, a twisted dark fantasy that lifts a veil on the institutions that profit on exclusion and the toll of giving everything to a world that will never love you back.


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